seeing things

like whenever people makes noises with their mouths

something that...i dont think i have much problem with so far...

but coming from people from really close vicinity...like they actually does it purpose

it makes me see them

dying.

suffering.

burning in hell.

it's the only thing i can see from them.

and it feels good.

to know the imperfect suffers.

oh well. 

i also see dad loses all his teeths.

and jesus. and gods...

all the human bodies decaying.

when they had shouted at me...abused me...slapped me...when i have not done anything physically equal to them?

it does felt good.

it felt good to know....

they also dont remember pain.

but i guess thats why it takes 2000 years to make cars.

and a billion more to extinct...

because heaven is closed anyway.

but i guess...

stay cool.

like comedian

the one who hurt the most...laugh the hardest

and that's always kinda pretty.

what else can i do?

just divorce everyone.

there's nothing i can expect from you anyway.

beat your teeths until they all fall off?

hahaha.

not even gods care already.

but then, that's the magic.

nothing cares.

so hell is for everyone.

and heaven, is too atas.